Well, it's been a while since I've blogged. I've since gotten married, relocated and work at a discount store. Life is certainly different than you plan it. I like being married, but I can never sleep. That is why I am up at 3:51 am blogging. I guess I could'nt ever sleep before I got married either, though. That's the breaks. I don't know what to write. Whatever shall I write?
Going from the single student life to suddenly finding oneself with a husband, step-daughter, and psycho ex-girlfriend harasser does provide many transitional adjustments. Should I get a restraining order against psycho woman? Should I be more open and loving to my step-daughter? Not that I'm bad to her at all; it's just still a little weird to hug her and tell her I love her. I guess I'm the weird one with that. Should I find a better job than the lame one I currently have and hope I can somehow finish college whilst working full time? How do I sleep? How do I get over being homesick? How does one adjust? But when I think of how loving my husband is, and how much he makes me laugh-I feel good inside. We may have our fair share of problems, but he is so cute.....I just love him so much (sob sob). I fear for the immediate future. I am depressed about it, really. But stuff works itself out over time. In time, I'm sure I'll find myself with a whole new set of problems to worry myself sick about. There, now I've blogged and I feel a little better. I shall blog more henceforth.